[Fourth Wall Post]

[mind_over_metal]

I'm going to be carrying over as many threads as possible because I have a neurotic dedication to running up the comm's comment count as much as I can, but please feel free to tag in here for any new/old fourth wall threads.

Also, my sincerest apologies for derping out like a champion over the past couple of days with threads from both the fourth wall event and before. I just moved back into my apartment for the school year, so there were all sorts of moving/unpacking/cleaning things going on. Additionally, there is a hurricane coming, so I am occasionally in somewhat mind-numbing amounts of pain and just can't handle more than a thread or two at a time.

CFUD: Enjolras, Maladict, Tatsumi Seiichirou, Takeuchi Sora, Van Grants, Rorschach, Captain Jack Harkness, Charles Xavier

Comments

[mind_over_metal]

I have plenty on my plate for when I get back as well. But I do understand those who would get attached to a... second chance of sorts.

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

The chance to do what their lives wouldn't allow? People will do desperate things for that.

[there is a lot of irony in that statement.]

[mind_over_metal]

Trust me, I thoroughly understanding doing what needs to be done. You already know that. While your Valerian and I may be different people now, at one point in my life, not too long ago, I was in a place where I would make the same decision that he did.

[some regret bleeds through into the deliberately neutral colour of his thoughts, though it's wiped away as much as possibly]

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

[in the silence, there's a distinct impression that Edge had already separated out Charles and Erik as Not Us, and consequently of less importance. it's a binary he's sticking to, relentlessly.]

Of course you're different people. If you were the same, you wouldn't be in the same place discussing that fact.

I'm an amnesiac, Charles, not an idiot. Something obviously went wrong.

[mind_over_metal]

[with sharpness aimed inwardly]

A lot of things went wrong. And that's what the two of us are living with. And I can only hope that you won't have to.

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

Be realistic. Those same things have likely already happened. We just don't remember them - so hoping for that is pointless.

I don't know what happened, and right now? I don't want to. Getting it secondhand is meaningless to me.

[mind_over_metal]

It's not what happened that I wish you would be able to avoid. It's the living with. I'm doing what I can to change things, so please, you two go and do what you can.

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

You say that like we'd do otherwise. There are so many ways to fail in our situation; I don't intend to try any of them.

[mind_over_metal]

[mind tight, trying to hold back from becoming upset]

Look, just forget that I said anything.

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

[goes silent for a while, watching him from across the room. snaps the bracer off his arm.]

I can't. But, I'm the one who brought it up, so I'll finish it. Whatever's going to happen, will happen. I accept that. You want us to do what we can; I'm sure you'll do what you can too. It's in your nature. At least I'm assuming it is, given what I know about Valerian. I'm not going to lose sleep over this. Don't get worked up over something that's irrelevant to your life here, or your goals.

[and resnaps it onto his left arm instead.]

I'm sorry I woke you. I'll put the wards back up if that's easier.

[mind_over_metal]

*the thought is instant and not just words*

No, don't.

*an abortive motion, as though he were about to get up, but quickly settles back into a still uneasiness*

[magnesiac.livejournal.com]

[...doesn't, though his thoughts were primed to do so.]

Then what?